I have learned, that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours. – Henry David Thoreau, 1817-1862, American Essayist, Poet, Naturalist
i love this quote... its a tough process to follow. i'm doing the best i can at this point. we'll see where my life takes me. i truly miss her... i can't wait for school so i can bury myself in work and think nothing of the love that has left. i only write this here because i know no one reads this.... oh well... life goes on. i'll be happy again someday, and hopefully it'll measure up the the happiness i experienced for 5 months... i've never wanted anything back so bad so deeply so terribly.
i hope god or whatever has a plan, not even sure i believe in fate, but it sure doesn't feel like i'm in control of anything so i guess something else is going on.... she made me believe there was more going on in the universe because of how amazing and coincidental our meeting and falling in love was... she was the only person i had ever met that i could picture myself growing old with... i know i'm young, but the hopeless romantic in me knew this was special and this was my story... maybe its not done yet
i can only hope
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