no strings (not finished)

and if its over
let it just be
i'll come back when i'm sober

i'll be with me, find me when you grow
i'll be living with my demons
having drinks with no strings

my hands are bloody
soaked to the bone
you hold them anyway
i feel like a dear in headlights
looking at you, thinking of you

make it work, dont disintegrate now
fake for your friends that you're not as far
falling, faster....
everytime you're felt

i'm so confused, even this song
makes no sense