hmmm i find it so much harder to write anything when i'm ok with everything... san diego was so fun... especially the sean steve time monday, i really could have used more of that. surfing is so fun/painful/hard i want to do it again.
last night a certain someone woke me about 2 in the morning and we talked for a good hour and a half... clearing up some issues. i can't stand the fact that she's the most amazing girl i've ever met even when my brain wants to resent her all i can do is like her more. i'm really trying to see her as just a friend but thats a hard step back... i wish we could be better friends but its probably for the best right now. it was great to hear her voice say she misses me though... i've never cared for anyone like i care for her. if i have to be her friend i'm gonna do it, as hard as it is.
god she's amazing... stupid stars... i wish they would have stayed aligned for us.
well hopefully in the future i can find someone that can hold a candle to her, because right now the bar she set is so high i can't even look at anyone the same.
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